Sick. 4th Week Straight.

So Last night was Horrible.. Shivers.. Convulsing... Runny Stuffed up nose.. Having to get rid of the stuff in my nose every ten minutes.. Having dogs fight around me... Being too weak to move... Pounding Headache... Migraine... Slept in my mom's room...

No medicine is working...

Whats wrong with me?...

But.. within all of that.. I still smile!

Im scared to sleep in my room because i feel i will re infect myself more if i sleep in there.. But i am too weak to change the sheets...

I just wanna be held....but all i can do is curl up on the couch with a blanket and Hope tonight is better then last.