I forgot to mention that January 25th Marked the two year anniversary of my accident....
Time really has flown by but i have learned soo much from that day.. I truly am starting to realize that my purpose on this earth was not over and i had and have soo much to give and offer to others....
I do not want to forget that day and all it stood for...
Thinking about those pictures i have and the damage that was done to my car, make me realize my life could have been over... But it is not..
Now i have noticed that life has gotten harder after that accident, things have not always gone the way i would have liked.. but that just means God is still molding me and making me who i am suppose to be. The life lessons i have learned since then have been the hardest ones so far to date... and i am actually still dealing with many of them... BUT... i know that after i am done learning and going through these specific lessons i am faced with that i will be a better person.. Every life situation plays affect on the other ones.. It shows the real character of us all.. My accident was no exception.
2 years ago my life could have been taken away from me.... Since then I have Grown, Laughed, Cried, Thrown Up, Cooked, Traveled, and Lived.
But over all I have really Matured...
I've seen things how they really are..
2 years ago i was not the person i am today.. and i thank God for what He has shown me and made me realize, all starting from Jan 25th, 2009, my wake up call.
In other news.
Today Marks 6 weeks since my surgery.. OH MY GOSH has it been a rough 6 weeks...
Now I still can not chew anything until i go and see the doctor on wednesday.. but hey.. the hard long waiting game is almost officially over.. and i am soo happy about that... i am going to be chewing up a storm... well.. soft soft food first and then i will work my way up to the harder food.. But yea.. I am soo excited.. I have not had a burger in OVER 6 WEEKS... I have not had ANYTHING that has to be bitten into for over 6 weeks and i am soo ready to bite into some thing! TeeHee!!!
(Oh my gosh it is soo cold in my room)
One of the funny things about me not being able to eat is that I have been cooking and baking more then ever since i have had my surgery.. I think its funny because right when i can;t have specific things.. I find myself cooking them.. not for me.. but for other people... And because of this my cooking and baking skills have gone WAY UP. Man I found myself falling in love with what I cook....
Plus learning and Knowing these skills can do nothing but help me right..
Look at it like this...
When i finally.. FINALLY.. get on my own (Hopefully very soon.. : -D ) I will need to cook for myself. So why not be diverse in the things i can cook right... I am learning things from all over.. and i am nothing but EXCITED... i find myself NOW cooking almost everyday.. Well.. Baking that is... New things i am coming up with.. (Some of them do not work at all.. but hey.. that's the beauty of cooking... you win some.. and you lose some.. but as long as you tried its all good) Old family recipes i am learning and perfecting and actually putting my own stamp on the recipe's... and just other recipes from different sources that sound good.. adding them to my collection of tried and true dishes..My team has tried many things i have cooked and they are falling in love with my cooking....
People do not know.. this is NOT a Game! HAHAHA
I told people by the time i was 30 I would be a really good cook.. I already see it happening...
But YES FOR BEING ALIVE AND YES FOR STARTING TO FULFILL ONE OF MY DREAMS AND YES FOR ALMOST BEING ABLE TO CHEW AND YES FOR COOKING!
That is all...
Signing off..
Darrick Out.
HAHA.
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Thursday, January 27, 2011
The Bitter Truth.
"I believe everything happens for a reason! People change so you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so that you will eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes, good things fall apart, so better things can fall together." - Marilyn Monroe
"God doesn't give you the people you want. He gives you the people you need. To hurt you, to love you, to teach you, to break you, to turn you into the person you're supposed to be."
Thanks Jan for reminding me of these things.. especially the last one.....
"God doesn't give you the people you want. He gives you the people you need. To hurt you, to love you, to teach you, to break you, to turn you into the person you're supposed to be."
Thanks Jan for reminding me of these things.. especially the last one.....
Friday, January 21, 2011
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Is It?
is someone saying to me "You could get it" the start of a beautiful Relationship? or the opening line of a One Night Stand?!
Sunday, January 16, 2011
If....? Would that....?
IF cum tasted like this cream cheese frosting bread i am eating I would always wanna be sucking on someones cock! HAHAHAHA
Would that Make me a Whore?!
Would that Make me a Whore?!
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Monday, January 10, 2011
Amazing Weekend filled with What I Love!
So i am exhausted!!! This past weekend was an AMAZING one filled with Dancing.. But since i have not dance since Dec. 11th ( Literally almost a month) I guess my body was getting out of the habit of dancing.. HAHA...
Breed had Workshops on Saturday, and then we had Auditions yesterday...
We find out who made it tonight at Midnight... (well.. Tuesday Morning)
Is it ok that i am a little nervous that My name will not be on that list... but then on the other hand i am not nervous cuz i am sure it will be..
Doubt.. it's a powerful thing! HAHAH
But all I know is that we start Practice TOMORROW and we are getting ready for our performance on Jan 30th.
I feel i did good dancing this week despite my surgery... I am trying not to hit my lower jaw or anything in that region. I hope they don't fault me for it!
My back is soo sore.. I think i meed a massage! Or a heating Pad.. or SOMETHING! hahaha...
But i know it is all from dancing... and it's all for the Good... So i don't mind.
Breed had Workshops on Saturday, and then we had Auditions yesterday...
We find out who made it tonight at Midnight... (well.. Tuesday Morning)
Is it ok that i am a little nervous that My name will not be on that list... but then on the other hand i am not nervous cuz i am sure it will be..
Doubt.. it's a powerful thing! HAHAH
But all I know is that we start Practice TOMORROW and we are getting ready for our performance on Jan 30th.
I feel i did good dancing this week despite my surgery... I am trying not to hit my lower jaw or anything in that region. I hope they don't fault me for it!
My back is soo sore.. I think i meed a massage! Or a heating Pad.. or SOMETHING! hahaha...
But i know it is all from dancing... and it's all for the Good... So i don't mind.
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Ears
I am going to start cleaning my ears everyday!!!!! ... Cleaning Not Just on the inside.. but on the outside BEHIND my Ears.... A pet peeve of mine is dirty ears......So I always gotta make sure mine are Extremely Clean! No earwax or dirt for me please and thank you!!!!!!!!!
Monday, January 3, 2011
My New Year and Randomness.
HAHAH.. I'm still laughing at my previous Blogs.. Still cant believe i felt and came off that way... (HAHAHAHA)
Welp.. Anyway..
It's a new Year.. and a New Day.. So no use dwelling on the past right.
Ahh... Let me tell you about my new years eve.. HAHA.. So.... After i wrote that 2010 in Review I took a shower and bounced to my Gramdma's house because i was going to make a Sweet Potato Pound Cake. Well.. I got there at around 5:30 p.m. and i guess i forgot all the ingredients at my house, so we had to go to the store. That took forever.. We got back at like 730. then i had to boil the potatoes.. which took a long time also.. They were not done until about 830... Then the mixing of all the ingredients and the slowly folding the ingredients into each other and the sifting of the dry ingredients is not an easy walk through the park and takes time. So i did not finish doing all of that until around 1030...( <---That is when i put the cake in the oven) and that cake has to cook for an hour and 20 minutes.. So by this time i realized i was not going to make it to the event i was suppose to be at... Especially By Midnight... So i was like., Dang.. Oh well.. By this time my grandma has left the house to go to watchnight service at her church.. so i was there.. alone... I watched the new years specials on tv and when the new year rolled in i went outside and screamed "HAPPY NEW YEAR" To fireworks going off behind me from the fair i believe! I took the cake out the oven and frosted it and then bounced and went straight to the function.. No showering.. no NOTHING.. i was wearing some Baggy Sweat pants and a "BEACH ALUMNI" sweater! HAHAHA.. by this point i did not care.. it was either just go.. or go home and sleep.. so I just went.. and i ended up having a good time with the 6 people that were there.. eating and playing games.. got home at 6 a.m.. went to sleep at 7 a.m... woke up at 9 a.m. to go BACK to my grandma's house to start cooking new years dinner.... Smothered Chicken, Mac and cheese, Greens, Yams, Candied Carrots <-----My Grandma first time making those.. and they were aiight. Fried chicken, Black Eyed Peas, Cornbread, Deviled Eggs, and a special tropical punch., and my Sweet Potato Pound Cake, another regular pound cake, some peach cobbler, and some sweet potato Pie....
It was all good.. I love Food!!! :-) HAHHA
<------That's My Sweet Potato Pound Cake.
But that was my New Years thang! LOL...
TODAY is 1/3/11....
And i can honestly tell you that i feel this is the Year for me. Now I know people say that all the time but Man... I can feel it...
I am Really Really Hoping that last year was the last FULL year that i live in my momma's house..
I mean COME ON NOW.. Imma be 25 this year and living with my momma at that age is NOT CUTE!
I miss living on my own.... I really do.. (well.. living away from my mom)
I miss decorating my spot, and calling something my own.
Not have to worry about my momma seeing what i am doing.. and i can so whatever the heck i want to....I miss that.
So by DECEMBER 2011 i really hope i am in my own place...
Getting that money money!!! I am certain this year i will get a job! I am soo tired of sitting around and doing nothing all day. I mean. I needed it (doing nothing) when i first got out of school because i was running myself ragged... but now its just me twiddling my thumbs and being bored out of my mind! So.. i need something to keep me busy and make money at the same time.. I am looking forward to the people i am going to meet and the experiences i am going to have.. Wherever God puts me!
Ahh I am still on this Chewless diet... This is going on week THREE and i think i am doing Good.. OH MY GOSH WAY BETTER THEN WEEK ONE! but every week seems to get easier and easier... But i do have to keep reminding myself that i can not chew.. Because it is soo easy to put something in my mouth and then just chopping away at it.. But i gotta keep telling myself.. NO DARRICK.. NO! hahahaha
And i have FALLEN IN LOVE with this game called "ANGRY BIRDS".. HAHAHA.. i find myself playing it for HOURS and getting upset.. It's playing with my EMOTIONS!.. BUT I LOVE IT!!! HAHAHA
well.. That's all for now.. That's Plenty already.... Be back when i think of something else to say! hahah
Welp.. Anyway..
It's a new Year.. and a New Day.. So no use dwelling on the past right.
Ahh... Let me tell you about my new years eve.. HAHA.. So.... After i wrote that 2010 in Review I took a shower and bounced to my Gramdma's house because i was going to make a Sweet Potato Pound Cake. Well.. I got there at around 5:30 p.m. and i guess i forgot all the ingredients at my house, so we had to go to the store. That took forever.. We got back at like 730. then i had to boil the potatoes.. which took a long time also.. They were not done until about 830... Then the mixing of all the ingredients and the slowly folding the ingredients into each other and the sifting of the dry ingredients is not an easy walk through the park and takes time. So i did not finish doing all of that until around 1030...( <---That is when i put the cake in the oven) and that cake has to cook for an hour and 20 minutes.. So by this time i realized i was not going to make it to the event i was suppose to be at... Especially By Midnight... So i was like., Dang.. Oh well.. By this time my grandma has left the house to go to watchnight service at her church.. so i was there.. alone... I watched the new years specials on tv and when the new year rolled in i went outside and screamed "HAPPY NEW YEAR" To fireworks going off behind me from the fair i believe! I took the cake out the oven and frosted it and then bounced and went straight to the function.. No showering.. no NOTHING.. i was wearing some Baggy Sweat pants and a "BEACH ALUMNI" sweater! HAHAHA.. by this point i did not care.. it was either just go.. or go home and sleep.. so I just went.. and i ended up having a good time with the 6 people that were there.. eating and playing games.. got home at 6 a.m.. went to sleep at 7 a.m... woke up at 9 a.m. to go BACK to my grandma's house to start cooking new years dinner.... Smothered Chicken, Mac and cheese, Greens, Yams, Candied Carrots <-----My Grandma first time making those.. and they were aiight. Fried chicken, Black Eyed Peas, Cornbread, Deviled Eggs, and a special tropical punch., and my Sweet Potato Pound Cake, another regular pound cake, some peach cobbler, and some sweet potato Pie....
It was all good.. I love Food!!! :-) HAHHA
<------That's My Sweet Potato Pound Cake.
But that was my New Years thang! LOL...
TODAY is 1/3/11....
And i can honestly tell you that i feel this is the Year for me. Now I know people say that all the time but Man... I can feel it...
I am Really Really Hoping that last year was the last FULL year that i live in my momma's house..
I mean COME ON NOW.. Imma be 25 this year and living with my momma at that age is NOT CUTE!
I miss living on my own.... I really do.. (well.. living away from my mom)
I miss decorating my spot, and calling something my own.
Not have to worry about my momma seeing what i am doing.. and i can so whatever the heck i want to....I miss that.
So by DECEMBER 2011 i really hope i am in my own place...
Getting that money money!!! I am certain this year i will get a job! I am soo tired of sitting around and doing nothing all day. I mean. I needed it (doing nothing) when i first got out of school because i was running myself ragged... but now its just me twiddling my thumbs and being bored out of my mind! So.. i need something to keep me busy and make money at the same time.. I am looking forward to the people i am going to meet and the experiences i am going to have.. Wherever God puts me!
Ahh I am still on this Chewless diet... This is going on week THREE and i think i am doing Good.. OH MY GOSH WAY BETTER THEN WEEK ONE! but every week seems to get easier and easier... But i do have to keep reminding myself that i can not chew.. Because it is soo easy to put something in my mouth and then just chopping away at it.. But i gotta keep telling myself.. NO DARRICK.. NO! hahahaha
And i have FALLEN IN LOVE with this game called "ANGRY BIRDS".. HAHAHA.. i find myself playing it for HOURS and getting upset.. It's playing with my EMOTIONS!.. BUT I LOVE IT!!! HAHAHA
well.. That's all for now.. That's Plenty already.... Be back when i think of something else to say! hahah
Sunday, January 2, 2011
OH MY GOSH, ARE YOU SERIOUS?!
Ok..
So i was rereading some of my old posts on here (Mainly All of Jan and All of Feb 2O1O).. And let me first say.. OH MY GOSH DAE... ARE YOU SERIOUS?!
Rereading those post from an outward perspective now just really makes me go "WHAT THE HECK!"
Oh my Gosh I Sound soo needy and so desperate.. EWW... HAHAHA..
Those post have shown me how much i have grown in the past year..
Dang...
As I am reading them I am like "Dae You were needy, DRAMATIC, confused, jealous, stupid, and just plain ol' dumb... HAHAHA..."
I do not discredit what i was going through, because i feel like i handled the many situations i talked about on here as best as i could, but dang... Come on Dae...
Well.. The good thing about it now is that I will never be that type of individual I was in my previous posts ever again...
Dang Darrick.. I can not believe you were coming off like that...
Welp... It was nice reflecting for a little bit.. But It's Time to keep it Pushing! HAHA.. On to the next Chapter in My Life.. which is in the Book of 2011. Let's See what unfolds!
So i was rereading some of my old posts on here (Mainly All of Jan and All of Feb 2O1O).. And let me first say.. OH MY GOSH DAE... ARE YOU SERIOUS?!
Rereading those post from an outward perspective now just really makes me go "WHAT THE HECK!"
Oh my Gosh I Sound soo needy and so desperate.. EWW... HAHAHA..
Those post have shown me how much i have grown in the past year..
Dang...
As I am reading them I am like "Dae You were needy, DRAMATIC, confused, jealous, stupid, and just plain ol' dumb... HAHAHA..."
I do not discredit what i was going through, because i feel like i handled the many situations i talked about on here as best as i could, but dang... Come on Dae...
Well.. The good thing about it now is that I will never be that type of individual I was in my previous posts ever again...
Dang Darrick.. I can not believe you were coming off like that...
Welp... It was nice reflecting for a little bit.. But It's Time to keep it Pushing! HAHA.. On to the next Chapter in My Life.. which is in the Book of 2011. Let's See what unfolds!
Saturday, January 1, 2011
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