I Woke Up Today

Happy New Year 2o1o

Woke up this morning feeling different.

Saddened....

But happy.

It's like i am on a tight rope and on one side is sadness and on the other side is contentment and happiness.

I'm trying to be happy but i find myself today feeling saddened... for what reason.. i dont know but there are too many to explain...

Confused?

Well I am... HAHA..

I woke up this morning feeling.. "Different"...

Different because i know the things i need to do this week....

I'm not looking forward to it... But they have to be done...

"Different" Cuz I feel and see relationships changing....

"Different cuz i see me changing..

Yes For change...

No for the Journey I must go through to change...

But everything is a learning experience right....

I woke up today feeling........(sigh)

Well.....

Happy New Year.