Mask

I'm Laughing to Try to mask the Pain.

I'm still not over you.

2010 needs to be different.

I can't stand how you started this..

and bounced...

Shattering my heart into thousands of pieces.....

And now i am left to pick up the pieces of my broken heart....

Trying to mend them as best as i can....

While you have no form of a single crack in your heart.

Why do i like you soo much...

That's a question i will never know the real answer to.

This hits me like waves..

One day/week/month i am cool

But then the emotions will hit me like a wall..

And i'm back where i was three months ago...

Broken... and Hurt...

I'm Happy for you...

Trying to be...

But it sucks to see you seemingly happy with someone else.

It's ok... Love is a Losing Game.

I guess my losing streak Continues.