I Am Noticing.

I am noticing some things...

I am noticing How close i was to death Almost a year ago (Jan 25th, 2009)

I am noticing How a DECADE FLEW BY ME!!!!! (2000-2009)

I am noticing How much of an adult i am becoming....

I am noticing How i am not a child anymore. (0-20)

I am noticing How hard Life can be

I am noticing How I am torturing myself by trying to stay in contact with you.

I am noticing you not staying in contact with me.

I am noticing.....

I am noticing How it is a shame you have to TELL your boyfriend to read the stuff you write about him.

I am noticing how your boyfriend really, when it comes down to it, does not care about you....

I am noticing how your boyfriend was done with you about a year and a half ago......

I am noticing you NOT noticing that...

I am noticing That you are BLINDED by artificial love......

I am noticing i was blinded by a one sided love...

Yes... Love...

I am noticing......

I am noticing How ignorant some people can be

I am noticing How stuck people can be...

I am noticing How stuck i was over you...

I am noticing.....

I am noticing how Stupid i was to ever believe you.....

I am noticing your Not who i thought you were....

I am noticing How you could give a flying frick about me

I am noticing how i cared too much....

I am noticing...

I am noticing How much i am starting to dislike T.G.I. Friday's restaurant.

I am noticing how I might not ever get my Christmas Gift...

I am noticing that you are really not for me....

I am noticing how you are trying to get what you once had back with your boyfriend

I am noticing that not happening...

I am noticing your happiness is Fake....

Forced...and Tired...

I am noticing you are unhappy...

I am noticing you masking your unhappiness with happiness...

I am noticing how comfortable and convenient the relationship is for you...

I am noticing that is why you are staying...

I am noticing.....

I am noticing me waiting...

I am noticing me wanting to wait no longer.....

I am noticing.....

I am noticing..........

I am noticing...................

I am noticing me getting someone else.....

Smarter....

Wiser....

Better.....

Then you......

I am noticing....

Change.....

In....

Me...

I am noticing....

Me....

Not wanting you.

Not Needing you...

Anymore.

I am Noticing Me...

Without..

You.