Relationship Bug.

Sigh...

Got hit with the relationship bug again...

It's No fun being hit with that bug....

I want

Someone to Talk to...

Someone to Hold...

Just someone to be there...

When is it my turn?

I refuse to go back into a depression because i am not in a relationship.

"Just focus on me Darrick.. " Is what i tell myself...

And that is what i am trying to do....

But the busier i get..

The more i want to just be able to call that guy in my life and tell him about everything that is going on.

I have been on that B2K song "Gots Ta Be" for a while now.....

man this song... this song.. Has me feeling it...

But.... one thing i have learned from the 25 years of me being on this earth is that The more we try to force something.. the less satisfying it will be in the end...

25... and still have not had one person really care about me...

Sounds harsh, but hey.. the truth hurts sometimes.

Again i say, as i have said before on this blog, that maybe i am someone who will never find that special person.

People always tell me to not think that way, but there are tons of people who have died never finding that person.

And hey.. if that is my fate then so be it...

"Take It From Here" By Justin Timberlake Just came on my iTunes... this song is soo soothing and soo loving..

Man I wish someone felt like this about me...

Ok... Imma stop... i know this is not good to feel like this... Not good for any part of my being....

Imma just try to focus on my Job and my Dancing....

Fill All my time with them so that i have no choice but to not think about a relationship....

Relationships... What am I missing internally, What am I missing Physically, what must I learn, before i get into one.

Maybe I will never know...

Dang.. I hate when i get hit with the relationship bug.

Ok.. I am just rambling Now.. HAHA...

Peace.