Today.. What a Day!

Oh my gosh.. Today was a day that will live in infamy for a long time!!!!! Set wake up call wrong... had to pick up a friend at 8 a.m... drive to san diego court.. stand in this LONG LINE that wrapped around the corner of the building... Stood before the judge.. Pleaded Guilty... and then was given a compliment.. Had to drive back to Long beach. Got to Long beach at 130 p.m...Missed 4 of my 5 classes for TODAY of school.. Had to drop my friend off.. Then had to come back to school to return a book.. Now i am sitting.. and waiting till 9 until i have rehearsal! I have been looking for something to do since around 4! This is ridiculous... Rest.. it's in my future.. but not until i get home at 2 p.m. tomorrow.

My last semester starts Today.

School Starts today... My last semester.. Let's pray i do better then the last one.

More post to come...

Don't Go Looking for Love

This song came on and I almost Cried.. I Loved this song before.. but now this song has a new meaning and i will not look for love anymore.. Because Love is where ever i am.. and if people do not recognize that.. then they do not deserve me. I am a Great catch... i just get caught up with all the jerks. Read the lyrics.. they got me like "WHOA".. Gave me hope that someone is out there for me.. waiting...i Can't wait... someone with No drama.. No issues.. or if they have some.. we can deal with them... Someone that Loves me being there.. Loves me for me.. and means it when they say they love me... Isn't selfish... thinks of others. but until he finds me... I am not looking for love... Because i have been broken... and i am recovering the pieces.. But its transitional.. it will pass.. enjoy the song.

Don't Go Looking for Love-Blaque

It's oh so typical

You don't know where to go
Someone's got you broken inside
But don't you give up hope
It's just transitional
True love will materialize, yeah
You're gonna find it, but

[Chorus:]
Oh baby don't look for love
Don't you know that love
Will find it's way to your heart
Yeah, you're gonna find it
But don't go looking for love
Don't you see that love is there wherever you are
It's all inside of you


You're searching for a face
To fill that empty space
But nobody's got you open tonight
Be patient and endure
Oh baby rest for sure
There will be salvation in time, yeah
You're gonna find it, but

[Chorus]

Gotta find a way to tap into your inner place
And make you stronger
You gotta make it make you strong enough now
Gotta let the pain subside and liberate your mind
Hold on baby, love will arrive

[Chorus:]
Oh baby don't look for love
Don't you know that love
Will find it's way to your heart
Yeah, you're gonna find it
But don't go looking for love
Don't you see that love is there wherever you are
It's all inside of you

[Chorus until fade]

All I want Is Someone Special

This song Is All I want in a man.. Is that too much to ask?!

I keep getting the short end of the stick.. I'm tired of it...

So whoever is next.. is going to go through a lot in order to get any kind of care or love from me...

Sad i know.. But life is not fair... Love is not fair.... As i have learned in these past few years. Made it fit fo rme.. replaced "Girl" with "Boy"

All I want-702

[Chorus:]
All I want is someone I can talk to,
Someone who will listen to what I have to say.
All I need is some special attention,
Someone who will mention the special things in me.

[Verse One:]
I not the kind of boy,
Who doesn't know what he wants.
I see it in my mind,
The kind of guy to treat me right.
I know he'll be strong,
He'll keep me going on,
I'll know him when he comes,
He'll be my number one.

[Repeat Chorus]

[Verse Two:]
Special in every way,
Takes time from busy days,
To satisfy my needs.
Says things to comfort me,
It's not much to ask for,
The things I want.
I'll know him when he comes,
He'll be my number one.

[Repeat Chorus]

[Break:]
All that I'm (All that I'm),
Looking for (looking for),
Got to have (got to have),
Someone mature (ooh baby).
Ooh,everything (everything),
You do and say (do and say),
Touch my heart (touch my heart in a special way).
All I want,
All I need,
Is Someone special.

Hearts.

The down side of growing up is that sometimes doing what's best for you means breaking someone's heart. Including your Own.

-Thanks Doogie.-

Tired.

I'm Tired. one hour of sleep in 48 hours.

I'm tired.

But at least my hair looks good.

Random Thoughts.

Winning isn't always a victory; and losing isn't always a defeat.

I take this loss with a stride of victory.